another year starts and i haven't really set a resolution. but i always acheieve mine which is awesome i believe. i mean most people just forget that they did a new years resolution and like forget about it. but i make it a point!
you could do all the stuff you want for a new years resolution other times yeah, but the thing is- you never realize all this stuff until the end of the year... thus it's where you start thinking, this went wrong, this went right. and you end up with goals and list of things to improve.
understandable.
it's a rough end to my year of 2009. but i spent it in my dreams. that's right- i wasn't awake for the ball drop. i was in my dreams where nothing can go wrong- and to be honest.. i'm not really regretting that. every year when the ball drops after i was 11, it wasn't that exciting anymore. i was growing up, and hey, c'est la vie.
but my year nonetheless has been absolutely fantastic. i've got no regrets and i've matured as a person. i found love when i wasn't looking for it, and i realized how much i really love my friends; and that's a buttload! i love lots of people and i can tell i'm gonna have a rough couple first days of the new year, but that's nothing to dwell on. only time can tell and as time ticks away, i'm gonna make the best of it.
i never set a resolution before i moved. but the thing is, i've always had one without knowing it.
to be happy and spread it aaaaaaaaall over, no matter what. because what's life if you can't forget the crap and just live? it isn't life at all.